Life is Flashing Before My Eyes…

By Suazanne Maresca, Golden Age of Gaia

Over the past weeks I’ve been getting visions of random memories from times long passed from my conscious awareness.

None of it seems to fit a pattern. It hasn’t even related to perceived wounding of any sort…just the odd and unexpected and perhaps even whimsical thought passing through reflecting a past event.

I’ve wondered at that and I’ll usually speak it aloud, whatever the memory was, along with a comment about how weird it is to be thinking of [whatever] again.

That is, until yesterday in the car on our way to a meeting.

I wondered out loud if my ex had become a better husband as a result of our marriage breaking up. My daughter immediately recounted all the reasons why she felt he was indeed much better, more attentive and more mindful in his new relationship.

Now, it’s been quite a while since any negative emotion around that relationship came up, so I was surprised at the profound sadness I started to feel. I didn’t want to go in to the meeting with a blotchy face, so I breathed through it and allowed the feelings to wash over me for processing later.

Earlier in that same day, my daughter and I had a “thing” that left us both feeling raw and cranky. We made peace before leaving the house but the energy of all that stayed with me.

I’ve spoken since to friends who’ve also been experiencing both unexpected and intense emotions. It isn’t such a mystery though because right now, the energies we’re being bathed in are both inescapable and working for our collective benefit.

It may not feel especially beneficial, but doesn’t it make sense that any residual hurts that we carry would need to be ferreted out so we can finally just let them go?

I’ll say thank you for that!  These energies are like hydrogen peroxide to us, forcing any impurities we might still be carrying up to the surface for a final farewell.

I’ve had a vision of the Lunar eclipse (on August 7/8) appearing as a blow torch on a painted surface, followed by the Solar one on the 21st showing up as a big old cleansing wash right across our beleaguered county.

Over these next action-packed weeks, I intend on being as nice to myself as I can manage. That includes not judging any uncharitable thoughts I might have and allowing myself to experience whatever feelings come up. This is what clearing looks like, eh?  Breathe, relax, allow, trust…

It isn’t helpful at this time to berate ourselves for what emotions arise, because all of it has Sacred Purpose. I’m writing myself a big, fat permission slip to rage on if that’s what comes.

Or to cry it out when contemplating the times when my actions may have hurt someone else. The point is to let the feelings flow, be available to the experience and to trust that it’s all part of our evolution.



  1. We can trust that it is all part of our evolution if we want, but I will say that our experiences are not what they appear like. One can have supernatural experiences that will literally blow our minds. I experienced a bipolar episode according to the doctor that changed me forever. Things are definitely speeding up spiritually. We are in for a trip better than an acid trip.

    If I told you what I saw in a supernatural state, it would make you question everything. This world is not what it seems. I saw a renewed earth that was invigorating to the maximum, to say the least. It is not yet known what we will be like, but when we see Christ Jesus, we will be like Him. Jesus Christ is the Way, Truth, and the Life. I don’t know what you believe, but I will tell you right now: you are not believing correctly because if you were, then you would see past the deceptions of your dreams and visions. Dreams and visions have their place, but they are often meaningless, so it seems, but they are really portals to your soul and subconscious mind.

    It has been awhile since I have had any dreams or visions, but I am expecting them to increase rapidly in these last days that were living in. These are the days where God will pour out His Spirit on all flesh, your sons and daughters will prophesy and dream dreams and have visions of the future. Do you believe this? You better prepare yourself for the coming Kingdom of God because He will come as a thief in the night to those unaware of His coming.

    So, I admonish you to purify yourself by the sprinkling of the blood of Jesus over your life. Your life isn’t your own. You were bought with a precious price. It cost Jesus everything, His very life for your life. He is our substitute for our sins. He is still the sinless Son of God and Man. Jesus Christ wants to love the hell right out of you, literally.

    I sense a demonic stronghold is on your life, but I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ. I pray that you will come to the saving knowledge of the Lord. I enjoyed your writing and I hope you have a blessed life.


    Prophet Ryan


  2. I hope you got my message. I don’t mean to scare you into believing the way I do, but I want you to know the truth and it will set you free.


    Prophet Ryan


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